Dominatrix in Abstinence: The Story of My Celibacy | Ep. 7

Hello, fetishists (& curious ones)! It was 144 days of celibacy. Five months without sex, without touch, without escape. A period when I chose to withdraw My energy and face what truly drives Me. In this episode, I talk about why I made that choice, the challenges I faced, and what I learned along the way. There were easy days, and there were days when desire tested Me in every possible way. I also share what it was like to break the celibacy, what I felt, what changed within

Mistress Kaizen

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Chastity as a Fetish: The Pleasure of Not Having Pleasure | Ep. 6 Part 2

In this episode, I share My vision on the chastity fetish and reveal what really fascinates Me about seeing a sub surrendered, deprived and waiting for permission that may never come. I talk about the physical and psychological aspects of this state of restraint, the benefits that controlled abstinence can bring to a sub's body and mind, and how the act of denying pleasure becomes a powerful tool of submission and self-discovery. I also delve into the meaning of Locktober, th

Mistress Kaizen

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Chastity in BDSM: History & Myths | Ep. 5 Part 1

Chastity isn't just a steel cage between your legs. It's history, it's power, it's submission. In this first part, I peel back the veil of myth and reveal the dark roots of this fetish: from eunuchs and purity vows to the myth of medieval girdles, from medical obsessions against masturbation to the birth of pleasure in denial. In Part 2, I'll show how chastity lives in the present, communities, technology, keyholding, Locktober, and reveal what it means to me as a Dominant. A

Mistress Kaizen

2 days ago